“You are playing with fire, listen to me, stop this while you still can.”
but he never listen.
“Just kiss me. Don’t say anything, just look at me and kiss me now.”
He does not know that he is actually dealing with someone who likes to be involved deeply, who wants him to always tell her the truth but with hidden causes herself. She has the power of being persuasive and is the kind that only accept work that is meaningful. She refuses to waste time on demeaning job.
Little did he know, she has already developed a strong feeling for him, because the last thing she wants is a shallow relationship with too much flattery and flattering going around. She hates to be taken advantage of with being given only surface data.
All the thing that people ever said about her was true, her emotional involvement is not based on love or pleasure, but on the control and understanding of his emotions. She is fascinated with how things and people work, especially everything about him.
“Say you love me.”
“I love you.”
“Forever?”
“No, for as long as i’m here.”
She wants him, she knows that, ever since the very beginning, she knows that very clearly in her mind, like a crystal.
She is the most intense, profound, powerful creature that he has ever met. At times, she might appears to be self-controlled and calm but actually there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior of her, just like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. She is always the one he wants to hang around with in conventional social gatherings, coz she is so amazingly thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; she possess penetrating eyes which make him feel naked and defenseless before her.
“You do know we already past the line, we can never go back now.”
“Yea, i do, so?”
“Nothing.”
It has been 8 months, 5 days, 36 minutes and 49 seconds since the first time he met her. To him, she still has this sense of being withdrawn from the center of activity, he knows this is in her blood, this is her unique behaviour. She has beautifully embroider herself with great self-discipline, only with that she will be able to recognize the qualities in herself that make her so different from other humans, and to know her utterly conventional natures can be used for great good, or great evil.
Her every move and scent arouse him, easily and sexually. She has this amazing grace that made him fell for her without control. Her tenacity and willpower are immense, her depth of character and passionate conviction overwhelming, yet she is deeply sensitive and easily moved by his emotions, even so slightly. He notices that, her sensitivity, together with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make her so easily hurt, quick to detect insult or injury even when none is intended. She is also too easily aroused to ferocious anger sometimes.
“Forgive me.”
“For what?”
“I don’t know, but i just need to say it. Forgive me.”
“Shut up.”
That’s her, she, with her charm and skill. She is so enigmatic, strong-willed, passionate, dynamic and extreme in her opinions. He knows what he has to give her, she needs a positive avenue of expression in every way or her feelings will turn inward, imprisoned, and at times even destructive, sounds a bit dangerous, but he is liking it. He has come to realise this unswerving dedication of hers once her emotions are engaged, especially with him. Her energy, drive, and endurance are legend. Above all, she also gives life a meaningful pattern, coz all she wants is to find a deeper purpose other than the normal shallow one. Her mum used to tell her:”Never forgets a kind gesture and tries to repay it handsomely.” She did that all the time and still do. This is when he started to feel afraid and trying to back out.
“I’m sorry i can’t give you what u want.”
“What?”
“I told you, we can never work out the way you wanted us to be.”
“Lie to me.”
“What?”
“Just lie to me anyway.”
When it comes to love, it can be complicated, in her case, it’s even more so. She is interested in marriage and long-term commitment. Her love is an intensely passionate and enduring emotion that may be directed at one person only, which means to him and him only. Her life has been centralise and surrounded with love which inspires many of her ambitions and actions. She never deny that she has sexual appetites and requires a deep physical attraction from him. With all the suspicious and wary, it’s hard for her to trust her heart to anyone, sometimes she even reluctant to do so. But once she does, she knows she will only love deeply, coz with her, it is all or nothing at all. She is so passionate in love, and passionate about everything in which they become involve that she doesn’e even care if she gets burn.
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*Details personality description thanx to daily horoscope*
